lol. fuck you you fag.fullstop.
now i realises how its feel like to know that you are gotta lose some1 close to you
God..
where are you when i need you..
i know everyone gotta do their times
and once they are done..
they gotta go to their well deserved place
i juz wanna hope dad would be able to go to heaven..
he may nt had shown me whats love
but i seen it after he come back
i was warmed by it yet i was gotta be so missing it
he showed me his leg. and i was nearly burst into tears..
god plz i beg you..
lost interest
in gaming studying
Craps dun sound favourable to me
Decent dun sounds flawless to me
mistakes after mistakes made
i cant make things straight
i only know how to make them worsen
I seen far better things that Tv offers
Even Dreams can be faked
Reality can be Misleading
I just wanna stand on my own by my faith my soul my mind
struggling the ways of a useless
For First time in my life
I really wanna shout it out
And As i was thinking about it
"All Your Bitterness , should God Dispel"
I tried ways to aviod it
To forget it , I spent times bringin laughter
I worked , I gambled my life
Or At least be useful to others
in a way or two...
until the day where i see the lights
Thus , I Found Salvation in God
And He Gave me This Thing Called Friendship
Which I cherish with all my will
Treat it as a string loosen
Treat it as a rope cutted
Lessening the Pain and Bond Between u and it
Before tat, ur a prisoner to ur heart
now ur a freeman from this home
So Even When Ur jumpin down
U can feel lesser pain and longin for this world
So Even When Ur Writing a Will
U can Forget Whats worries and rootedness
ut Rmb in ur mind
A string loosen can be be tighten again
A rope can be replaced with a chain
How Strong ur bond is
depends on what you want it to be
So heres your holiday
hope you enjoy it this time
coz u giving up on me
call me , a burden
call me , an extra
my life came crushing down hard on me
my tears shedding down juz for you
Come back home, you know, the place where you used to live?
we had our times there but now you're now a stranger to us
cold words and pale faces seperated
thy world , thy place
right here , right now
when you've been gone , times had nv been so dull
I wish upon the brightest star, please come back home
should I
scold you
praise you
or should I
leave you in a lurch
leave you alone
but Sometimes the hardest thing to believe is the truth
you hate us
all and one
you shown us
how wonderful life can be
how amazing without us
we are the invisible
but Sometimes the hardest thing to believe is the truth
So to place our lives into God's hands
confide in what You do
Sometimes when you're trying to sleep
when all your doubts and your faith dont agree
It's cause
but Sometimes the hardest thing to believe is the truth
Pain,Misery,Sorrow
You name it , i have it
Failure I am
Live beyond a shadow of a doubt
I spolit everyone's Fun
I am everyone's Blame
Wheres that Warmth I had
before the stars fallen
wheres that Warmth Went to
After He's gone
It was a mistake
My life get sick and tired
My Self get sad and sinned
May God Deliver Me
help me avert This disaster
Bring me to the Past
where we had our times
Where am I? Where are you?
There's so much time so little to do.
Were busy doing nothing cause it vanity we prize.
You can't nothing cause you can't see through your eyes .
They're covered with a film, you're blinded by yourself.
You're the one to blame but you pretend it's someone else.
Life, could you be a little softer to me.
Life, could you be more gentle to me.
Yeah I know this is a selfish plea,
because Christ sacrificed his flesh on the cross for me.
But this world is hard, it's cruel
and I wish it could be... softer to me. I'm still alive.
That much is true.
I've never lied, well, I guess I've told a few.
There's nothing to see because I brought nothing to show.
The conversation got to deep,
I shrug and tell you I don't know.
This life can get so hard, this world can be so cruel
Name: Beh Chee Hou
Bdae: Ended, 16
Nicks: beh. holydogg , horse , alot lah..
Skool: TeckWhye Sec
Contact: bchman_908@hotmail.com
What I Likes________
Music
Food:Duck Rice =3
Drinks:Water
Pastimes:stayin online, being sumbodyelse
People:fren..family..dogs
What I Hate_________
People:backstabbers, betrayers
Things: none...tryin to make my life easier..
Food:Durians, veggies..
Music's Playing_____
Artist: Sum41
Song: Pieces
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