Vent it out Or leave it in urself until the day u died?

Friday, March 31, 2006

Caring Day

Care and Share..
Singaporean have the care may nt dun have the share part..
today make me realise how rude ppl r..how kind ppl r..how reality sounds like..
kinda fun.Darrel lee/.Zhenyu did great..by collecting those stuffs..
lets credit all in my group..
all did a great job..well the guys all do the hard part..while the gals guard our newspapers
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another issue..
i hate ppl who let off their bad mood on me..
fuck you
as if i am a punching bag or sumthing like tat izzit..
i can be crappy but ur attitude though ppl like me..is kinda rude..
i duno how u think and i dun wanna know anyway..
i juz hope sumday u can change it..but shld i the one who change....

The Trapped Soul |6:38 AM|

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Thursday, March 30, 2006

how u see things..

to start with..
darrel lee getting bullied/mocked by the masses..
many find it fun..
but i find it stupid..
u guys nv learn whats respect..
Respect is ..

To feel or show deferential regard for; esteem.
To avoid violation of or interference with: respect the speed limit.
To relate or refer to; concern

u want ppl respect u?
I know many ppl are superficial..i dun blame them..reality is like this..
what i done for respect? scolding vulgarities ,violent, everything?
i'm sry for the sin i done...
I gotta survive this ordeal on my own then..

The Trapped Soul |1:31 AM|

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

TEACHERS DUN HELP

Mr Tan may nt give the best advice..
but i understand what hes tryin to say..
pay more attention in class , participate more..
how this gotta help me..
in my physics group..
3 ppl speakin malay at the same time..
it may sound greek to me but i could know wtf u guys tryin to say..
i duno what to do but to remain the same way..
the old me..nt that i dun wanna change..
i cant find a better communicating way with u all
all of u may insult my name..my person..how i am..
but i tryin to get a change carry on..plz lessen the burden..
although what i say here may nt make any different to u guys..
i juz tryin to voice out my says..

The Trapped Soul |1:21 AM|

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Monday, March 27, 2006

anotherday..

tryin to change..
but no1 accept it
all thinks i the old me.
i know i changing.
in a slow pace..
no1 notices it
but i know in my mind..
a tool a bug a extra
i know i am ..
i know i was..

The Trapped Soul |5:28 AM|

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Venting it out

i hate who i been...and i am now...
but everyone knows Rome isnt built in a night...so i tryin to get my ass up so i can really actually achieve sumthing...

My life came crushing down hard on me...
It could took months to get it straight..
I'm now feeling stupid..living behind that mask..
how to tear it off...how to be myself..how to make the point of changing worthing for me..
Where can I find the answer..
I Duno..

The Trapped Soul |9:59 PM|

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